April 21, 2025 This and That

 Women supporting women. It's a powerful thing! I felt that power in the response to my last blog entry. A heartfelt thanks to my women. It's my hope I can be your support, your cheerleader, as well.

We spent the weekend doing more yard work, ours and our neighbor's. It was the perfect weekend. My flower beds are rid of old mulch and the last of the leaves. I'm so ready to put more color in both, but that will have to wait. Solar lights set to give our home a warm glow at night. The critters all got their feeders replenished, so they were happy despite being displaced while the work was being done.

If what "they" say is true, pain is our body's reminder we are alive. Well, I'm really alive, then. My muscles feel like those first days of track practice, connected to my 69 year old hips! It will pass, I know. It hasn't squelched my anticipation of getting on my mower, my happy place. It's going to be a wonderful summer, I feel it.

The news of Pope Francis makes me very sad. This is a time in our world where a leader such as he is desperately needed. My sincere prayers are for another with his vision and compassion. He's certainly gained his reward in Heaven.

That said, I am compelled to give myself an attitude adjustment, choosing to focus on gratitude instead of the disappointment with the results of the day so far, seeing the cuts coming from Medicaid much too close to home. The more I move, the more I do, the better I feel. Bo has "helped" by tracking in mud nuggets three times today, so the vacuum is in demand. It's so wonderful to be needed. HA!

It's an ideal spring day and that's enough for me.

Thanks for being you. ☘

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